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Emmy Pérez

            Self-Portrait, With Frida


How can I ask a wet nurse
to squeeze black smoke from her body

so I can keep mine
inside me, spiraling underwater

like a swirl of dark ink
in your aquarium

filled with halved papayas
and soaked squash flowers

aside a bundle of bananas
with dusky talons?

Thumbprints of red
prickly pear on a white plate—

what kind of terrible
accident would it take

to make me love the sight
of blood? In my garden,

hummingbirds, our warriors
hover in flower-and-song

come back to life
nuzzling sweet nectar

and why do I only hope for butterflies
fluttering near my braid

and a monkey with a chongo
just like me, a gold ribbon

wrapped loosely around our necks?
Frida, I want

to want
as you do

but I am your bride
frightened at seeing life opened.




[photograph] 'Door. Marfa, Texas'
Door. Marfa, Texas
Jessica Powers
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Copyright © 2003 Emmy Pérez

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