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Miriam Sagan

                 

Translating Catullus


Detail from
"Yesterday Imagines
Tomorrow"
At fifteen or sixteen I could translate lines
Of raw sex and rawer love
Straight out of the Latin
Like: that guy over there
Looks like a god
Just because he gets to sit next to you...

I went to girls' school where I wore
Plaid uniform skirt illegally rolled
Short above the thigh, and pink cummerbund
Also illegal, neatly tied
Around my fabric fat waist.

Catullus was not my first
Boyfriend, I'd already lost
That hindrance not worth clinging to
A cumbersome virginity.
I could also decline
Verbs in three languages.

Still, even I was shocked
Reading ahead, the lyric unassigned
Where the poet comes across a couple making love
Then did something I could barely visualize.

Hell, this was New Jersey, 1969
Everything was about to change
And I was itching
To riot in the street, throw a brick
Through a plate glass window...

Instead, I sat in my white man-tailored
Shirt and gray blazer
Following the track of dactyls, elegaics
Knew when the poet said "passer"--sparrow
He meant something more personal.

He spoke to me--Catullus--
My second boyfriend.
The class set a modern dance to him
Floated with chiffon scarves
Beneath maple and elm
Coached someone's little brother
To stand still and drop a white flower
At the end to these words:
"Cut down by the plow."

Truly, I don't know
Any more now
Than I did then
Of hate and love
Of desire that consumes
And will consume
Whatever you may feed it.


Copyright © 2002 Miriam Sagan.

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