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Bobby Byrd

            In the Sweet Bye and Bye
In the sweet bye and bye,
We shall meet on that beautiful shore...

Skinny Jimmy Walker was there
in his peroxide-white hair
reminding me of his heroic deeds
atop the tallest tree
in Chickasaw Gardens
where the rich girls lived.
And over his shoulder
the littlest of the Jewboys
was afraid
he was going to smash their faces in.
I didn't blame them.
Jimmy's hands and heart
were always bloody
from dismembering the looking glass
at the Clear Pool Lounge where
girls named Alice would never let us enter
the holy gates
of pretty white panties and padlocked bras.
We blamed our inadequacies on our fathers,
mine who dipped his airplane
beneath the comfortable grasses
of Memorial Park Cemetery,
and Jimmy's because he was an imposter
vice-president of some fucking bank
who wore rubbers to bed.

So instead of fathers
         God gave us booze and blues and black men.
         Thank you, Jesus.

So instead of fathers
         God gave us Bo Diddley, James Brown and Little Richard.
         Thank you, Jesus.

So instead of fathers
         God gave us ghetto liquor stores and Camel cigarettes.
         Thank you, Jesus.

In the sweet bye and bye
         when the saints come marching in...
In the sweet bye and bye.
         when the saints come marching in...
         Thank you, Jesus.

Jimmy's mother understood.
She was beautiful.
She always smiled at me.
She always bent over so I could see her breasts.

Then Jimmy joined the carnival
disappearing among midgets and bumper cars
and Ferris wheels and hookers and merry-go-rounds
to learn the lessons of maryjane
and any other shit he could get his hands on.
He rode the glorious freight trains across America.
He hated clean white tennis shoes.
He laughed at me because I went to college.
He was my Odysseus.
He knew I carried around poetry in empty paper sacks.
He knew I was afraid.

At the age of 22 Jimmy Walker came home
in a box built by the United States Army.

We all cried and we cried...

In the sweet bye and bye.
In the sweet bye and bye.




Copyright © 2002 Bobby Byrd

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